2 poems by Kaylen Forsyth


Drinking Tea or Coffee at Aston’s


The tea tasted of tears. It came inside a wide, navy cup and the clay was cracking. I looked

over at Aston sipping his, and asked, ‘Do you taste something salty in this tea you’ve made?’ and he said, ‘This isn’t tea; it’s coffee,’ but it tasted closer to tea and was pale and thin the way coffee ordinarily isn’t.


I was hungry and wanted food. A plate of plain biscuits would have done, but I knew that in

his cupboards there would only be liquorice. That is what he lives off. Even the cigarettes he

smokes are liquorice. He’s smoked since the age of ten, and says he will stop at the age of fifty: a month from now.


Outside the sun had gone out, or in, however you say it, and the incremental shadows

moving into the room looked cinematic. I began to cradle my cup in a conscious manner. I

spoke softly and felt like a film star. For a moment, it was as though no one else was in the

room


but he was. Aston had not gone anywhere, and while I would never demean myself by calling us ‘similar’, I thought then, how we were probably as lecherous at heart as anyone; both perverted; so far from peace, and starving.



The Kitchen


A kitchen in a land with no rain. Am feeling quiet inside

myself. There is no noise in this room but simmering.


I add chickpeas to the boiling pot, I stir the curry. Cumin

gets inside the cuts on my knuckles, the ends of my fingers

where nails have been torn and skin has split like dry earth.


The air grows thick with smoke. It shifts around my careful

movements. I always move carefully because I know about hidden

dangers. Either Tommy Cooper or my parents taught me.


In a hot kitchen in a dry land, I curl myself into the shape

of a comma and crack. Then, I fall asleep by the stove.


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Kaylen Forsyth is from Maryport, in Cumbria. She has an MA, with Distinction, in Creative

Writing from the University of Manchester. Her writing focuses on discomfiting landscapes,

the connections – and obsessions – that form between outsiders and the juxtaposition of

absurdity and tenderness within domesticity.