Suicide Attempt by Serge ♆ Neptune


 
as it turns out


 
my brain is not a compact thing
 
a cluster of shards glued & barely
 
holding it together
 
pills rose-gold cloud attempt
 
to ease a
 
sledge-hammer thought


 
a faucet left to drip
 
for days
 
shallows in the sink
 
till the flat is a pool
 
then a shark
 
swims in


 
the news will shake you at first
 
but you’ll shrug it off
 
real quick

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Serge ♆ Neptune is a London-based poet. His work has appeared in whynow, Harana Poetry, Lighthouse, Banshee, Spontaneous Poetics, Brittle Star, Ink Sweat & Tears and Strange Poetry. His first pamphlet These Queer Merboys is published with Broken Sleep Books.